THINKING OF RUNNING AND REMEMBERING TO STAY.

I TRY TO REMEMBER THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO LOVE ME AND WOULD LIKE ME TO STAY.

THEN I WAKE UP AND REALIZE IT WAS JUST A DREAM.

IT FELT SO REAL I STARTED TO CRY.

THEN MY NIECE GAVE ME THE MOST SPECIAL OF GIFTS SHE SAID I LOVE YOU TITI TAMMY AND SHE IS ONLY 3.

THAT MADE ME FEEL LIKE I WAS THE QUEEN OF THE WORLD SO I AM NO LONGER DROWNING I FEEL FREE.

4/9/07