But I'll never give up trying
Cause you're everything to me
You make me go weak
With the slightest affections

Once nothing would stop me
Now you're that which blocks my path to paradise
This through your deceit
And your belief that everyone's pawn to use in your game

What if you blessed me
By simply sparing me affections as hollow as your heart?
What if 'i love you'
For once in your life meant more than 'you'll do for now'?

I'm sorry if my heart
Is too small a price tag for your pitiful love
It's all I truly have
But even if it's attached to me, my heart's owner is you

If I sold myself cheap
So be it, I know what I want and it's a small price
Your barbs cut deep
But none as truly deep as the pit of despair you dropped me in

I hate you...... but I miss you