Shards of my past existance split
I really resent all this shit
If only I could cry
This all weighs heavy on my heart
My ending came before my start
A part of me died

I just don't see what's wrong with me
Why do they keep away from me?
It's really getting to me
It's my destiny to be alone

I keep on cutting my own throat
Leaving me with only their ghost
It's down to me right?
If I try pushing way too hard
I feel I've been pushed aside, apart
Happiness outta sight

Again loneliness takes over
For me will there be another?
My wishful thinking
I'm so fucking scared you see
My grim dark probability
Once moer I'm sinking

Blood drops
Heart stops
The problems that make up me
Can't take
Heartbreak
Celibacy cutting through right now
Frozen
Broken
Situation's getting hopeless
Hating
Heart rent
This is breaking me down....