There is so many times i find myself thinking of what could of been, If things would of worked out the way we originally planned. Would I have grown the strength i have now, Or still been the one that others push around? I ponder how my life would be if it was still you and me, Would of it stayed on same track it was for years or become so much more. I dont mind the life that i call my own now, Yet sometimes i wonder if im worth so much more. The more the thoughts run freely on their own, I stop and realize that us parting was for the best. Now i am stronger and wiser to the stories and lies, I feel like instead of being under your thumb i live my own life. It still breaks heart in pieces with realization that your gone, But then again i smile because its one chapter in life thats done. A chapter of hurt, pain, lies and so much more, A final ending to the tears, fear, and so much more. In my time of ponder i take the time out to smile in relief, And thank you for the lessons you so innocently taught me.
