She was my sun and my joy
healing and loving me deeply,
Giving of herself so open and free
and I just did not know how.
Deep inside I am scarred
from a past filled with pain,
So I knew not how to show
or how to return her love.
For months on end I was a fool
and kept myself bottled inside,
Now the joy and love are gone
leaving a huge hole in my heart.
Sadly for me as I had finally found
how to open my heart's gates,
To show her the love that I have for her
but now that love is just a cry in the night.
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