I just want to die if only you knew, Would you blame or let me see it through. I just want to die but what can I say, If only I could live through another day. I just want to die but where are you? If only I knew what to say, what to do. I just want to die but what do you really care? As I sit in danger under the night sky and stare. I look for the evil that killer shark, That will kill what I am, kill that spark. I just want to die but where are you? You let me live this hell through and through. I just want to die why wont you let me go, Im condemed to live through this pain so. I just want to die if only you could see, Instead you let me kill what is really me. What you do to me I really don't give a fuck, For I have ran out of life's random luck. I thought we would last untill the very end, But now your not even as close as friend. If only you could really hear my cry, You would know how much inside I die.