My cut thoat bleeds so casually,
Sliced by the knife of your hypocrosy,
Blood flows from my tainted heart,
Poisoned by the false truths you impart,
My heart lays torn at your feet,
The pieces I wouln't let you beat,
Your shoes are covered with what was once me,
You've desecrated everything we used to be,
The hole in my chest screams in pain,
But they fall on deaf ears, all in vain,
My soul is lost to this world,
By the childish acts of one single girl,
How can I expect to face my life,
Knowing what I did with you by my side,
How do I amend the bonds I broke for you,
How can I apologize for what I put them through,
The acts of one girl turned my life asunder,
And now I'm left without an "other",
We're back to square one, numbness inside,
Maybe I should have just let myself die,
Why did I let it go so far,
Knowing its course was way off par,
Why didn't I listen to what I was shown,
Some things you wish you could have known,
You say you still love me, you say you still care,
But if I go to fight again,
How can I know if you'll even be there,
Your hollow words ring in my ears,
Deafened by the sounds of proven-true fears,
How can you ask me to try again,
What's to stop you from choosing sin,
Why did you do it to begin with,
Is it that you didn't want this,
What did I do to drive you to it,
Now I'm here with my throat slit,
As the knife you hold clatters to the ground,
I hope you take a good look around,
I hope you realize you're worse off than me,
Because in your world there is nobody,
As I take my last wheezing breath,
I hope you like what you have left,
I hope that knife enters your back,
And leaves you standing right where I'm at,
Turn-about is only fair play,
This will be how you end one day,
Listen to Irony laughing in your face,
He always knows how to put you in your place,
And I hope you cry for what you've done,
And I hope it hurts to have no one,
I hope it eats at your heart,
And leaves your life torn apart,
I hope you realize all you've lost,
The things you took for granted and tossed,
I hope it reduces you to nothingness,
Because of you, that's all I have left,
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