Over the years I have learned
so very many hard lesson
due to stupidity and mistakes,
Things I wish I could take back
erasing them from memory
so they no longer hurt.
People I have placed trust in
and had them abuse that trust
and cause me great pain,
Agony that still strikes me deep
causing an ache in my heart
each and every passing day.
Friends may call me a fool
for the actions I do right now
but I can not help how I feel,
For in you I place my trust
and to you I give my heart
and all the love that I hold deep.
You are a blessing and a gift
bringing such a joy to my life
that I had never known before,
If this is a mistake, then so be it
but I am head over heels in love
with you, and never want it to change.
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