In agreement with EJ here. With any form of trust comes questions such as these, as well as any hurt that stems from giving said trust to someone. As a writer, i can't sit here and critic this, mainly because quite frankly I dont see a darn thing that can be improved upon. This is heartfelt, this is painful, its deep and you can tell as a reader that this comes from deep inside the soul.
My only question to the author would be this....having written this, as raw as it seems to be, did you find any answers after its writing...are things clearer having written it...I do hope so.